get it right

she doesnt understand me ...

i cant understand her either ..

"it hurts, you know?" - i said to her

she didnt listen

she wanted to explain herself

but she didnt listen

its not easy for me

something i cant explain

and i get really angry for me being like this

but she thinks i do this on purpose

and she says i just complain,

she says i am too angry these days

.. and it hurts ..

but she doesnt understand me

"do you think it's easy to be like this?

do you think i want to be like this?

this sad and angry and bad person ..

i dont!

and it hurts when you say something like that!"

thats what i want to say to her

but i know ...

she wont listen to me

and it will hurt me even more